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6.19.2009

june 4. a not-so-nice day. =(

am so sad.

june 4, 2009. a date to remember. not with a good memory. but a bad one. maybe this would be my most hated day of my life. i was really surprised of what happened within 5 pm and 6:30 pm of that day. gosh! i really got mad at this time.

well, here's what happened.

we normally go to a mall for snacks before heading for home. on june 4, 2009, we had to eat snacks because of me, i really got hungry that time. well. anyway, when we went inside the mall, we ate in a fast food, [but not the jollibee or mcdo that what you've thought of.] a thai one. then, we just went to a store where we can buy dvds and i told my dad to buy me a dvd and he agreed. after buying the dvd, i hurriedly went back to our automobile, [or simply just car] to find the portable dvd and to put my umbrella back to my bag. as a surprise, my bag disapeared as if it was a bubble that has bursted with the tip of the safety pin. i told myself that maybe i'm just hallucinating and i'm just imagining that my bag wasn't there. so i find it four more times and then i've just told myself that it was already gone. with no reason, it fell to another hands without the owner's consent. the bag has a wallet, IDs, digital camera, a cellular phone and an envelope of important documents. well. we have nothing to do with those things anymore, because that person who has kleptomania, is sooper selfish and desperate to get that bag and it's with him now.

err. i just get carried away with what i said above.

well. i just pray that whoever got my things will have karma and they will return what they got from us.

june 4. not so nice day. but i learned a lesson. not to leave valuable things in your car when you're going into somewhere and no one to look over them.

haii. what an experience. well. let's look to the brighter side that no one get hurt during the incident. :)

well. i'll miss that phone and camera. the phone has many memories. haii. but anyway, i have a new one. :)

strange. err. i hate it!

i wonder why i feel this strange right now. i really don't know the reason but i suddenly felt nervousness in me. maybe just because i'm writing this right now. well. haii. i really don't know. i think i'm worried with someone, but who is that? no idea about it. all i know, i am really worried today. but no one knows to whom i am worried for. haii. this feeling is really really HARD. err. i don't want to have this feeling, again. haii. i felt this before and i am really traumatized with this.

let me share this. one time, when i was doing something, my aura changed. my feelings were changed from up to down, and my jolliness was out. err. i hate it! it's kinda' hard to be like that. if i were you, what would you do? erm. haha. :))

well. after this sudden change, i need to be optimistic. haha. :)) and i need to be jolly all over again. isn't it strange? there's a person like me that has positive things in mind, despite of negative auras around? haha. :)) just now i've realized that everything in this world has its end. yet we don't know when, where, and how we are going to face it. :P