i wonder why i feel this strange right now. i really don't know the reason but i suddenly felt nervousness in me. maybe just because i'm writing this right now. well. haii. i really don't know. i think i'm worried with someone, but who is that? no idea about it. all i know, i am really worried today. but no one knows to whom i am worried for. haii. this feeling is really really HARD. err. i don't want to have this feeling, again. haii. i felt this before and i am really traumatized with this.
let me share this. one time, when i was doing something, my aura changed. my feelings were changed from up to down, and my jolliness was out. err. i hate it! it's kinda' hard to be like that. if i were you, what would you do? erm. haha. :))
well. after this sudden change, i need to be optimistic. haha. :)) and i need to be jolly all over again. isn't it strange? there's a person like me that has positive things in mind, despite of negative auras around? haha. :)) just now i've realized that everything in this world has its end. yet we don't know when, where, and how we are going to face it. :P
