bit stressed. bit lonely. bit in love. bit outcasted. but happy.
mixed emotions. arrgh. i want to STOP this kind of act where i have this intense feeling. but i still CAN'T.// i tried anything but NOTHING SEEMS TO WORK.
maybe STRESSED. gotcha. stress. my primary reason for these outrageous feelings to come out. no idea how. but it gets into my nerves and start acting like a fool. damn. yea right.
WHATEVER. i want to sleep. :)
** how noisy i am. i just want to sleeeeep. a looooooong sleep. not forever. but ENOUGH to make me feel good. :)
shh. :P
9.24.2009
9.11.2009
school's bit tough, right?
i'm not a writer. i'm just a student. and a part of being a student is writing reams of paper. and i just want to scream out! haha! :D anyway, this one is my precious masterpiece. i really had my head banging just to finish this stuff. well, this is for grades. good luck to my academics. :)
i wrote a book report about the book "Blood Pressure" by Alan Gibbons. awesome book, i can say. bit short, but realistic. :)
okay okay. here it is. :D
Title of the Book: Blood Pressure
Name of the Author: Alan Gibbons No. of Pages: 199
Setting/s:
Liverpool and Surrey, England
Main Characters:
· Aidan Shaw
· Jill Shaw
· Jade
· Paul Gorman
· Sean Deegan
· Thomas Morrisey
Best-Liked Character and Why:
In the story, I liked two characters, Aidan and Sean.
I liked Aidan’s character the most. Aside from being the lead role and the protagonist of the story, I personally admire how sleek he is to his opposite sex. He can flirt Jade when he first saw the girl at her school, for example. At the same time, he had the courage to confront Sean Deegan and bravely asking him why he is talking to his mother. Well, of course, people who are concerned with their loved ones would also do the same. But for me, Aidan is truly different because at a young age like fifteen, teenagers would think to go inside their houses and stare while the conversation is going on.
On the other hand, I liked Sean Deegan also. As the reader, I felt his eagerness to be known by his son as his father, not a man from mafia. I noticed also that even though he is with the mafia, he really wants to renew his image from a bad boy to a father of a son. No offense, but I liked the way he tried to cope up with his son, even though it looks like it would frighten everyone because no one could imagine to tell a secret inside a car while being chased by the Gunslinger, the one who wants to kill him.
Conflict:
I think the conflict in the story is that the scene or the event that Aidan remembered and knew that his real father is Sean Deegan and not Mark Shaw, Jill’s husband. It is because I personally felt how the exchange of lines and how the emotions work with them. It let me feel the pain for Aidan’s side, and the eagerness to reveal who he is to his son for Sean’s side.
Most Interesting Part of the Story:
The most interesting part of the story for me is the time when Joe, Jill’s father, unveiled Aidan everything from how the story of Jill and Sean started until the time they broke up and how they separated their lives. In this conversation with Jill’s family, this is the time that almost everything will be uncovered, like how did Sean and Jill handled the situations when they are together. I think it is the most confidential story their family keeps. With the story, their hearts ravish with anger to Sean.
Summary:
Aidan Shaw, a 15-year-old teenager from Surrey, went to Liverpool to go to his mother’s parents. He was with his mom Jill Shaw when they went there. Upon staying Liverpool for his grandfather, he met a girl named Jade. He fell in love with her. Suddenly, when he went home, he saw a man in a BMW talking to his mom. He confronted him and found out that that man was his dad. The name’s Sean Deegan, who was introduced by Paul Gorman, through words. Accidentally, somebody shot at the car as the Gunslinger is eager to kill Deegan so with Aidan, they went away and arrived to a place somewhere outside Liverpool where the changed cars from BMW to Ford. Then, they had a ride, but the worried Aidan forced Deegan to stop the car and let him go, but Deegan resisted so instead, he drove Aidan back to Liverpool safe and sound. Then, when Jade saw Aidan, Jade confessed to Aidan that she is pregnant with Paul. Aidan felt disappointment but Jade was his true love. Then, when he arrived home from his meeting with Jade, he saw Deegan with Thomas Morrisey in BMW, saying goodbye to him. All of a sudden, he remembered about what Thomas told him about the Gunslinger, and found out that they were one. Aidan tried to save Deegan by calling him Dad but it’s too late as the Gunslinger shot his gun at Deegan, then died. After of what happened, all went on with their lives as Deegan had funeral rights, and Aidan with his family, went back to Surrey.
Reaction:
The story goes complicated at first, and suddenly, everything coped up with what the story must go. The author did many twists in the story as he introduced the Gunslinger and made it as if the reader will quickly glance on it. With this, the author implies that how to write a story in an interesting way is not that hard, start experimenting. Also, the adventures of the characters seem to be in reality because most of the scenes in the story happen in real life. It is a way of reaching people in writing a story: to relate each happening in reality. Being capable of doing this, the people will not only think of having a fictional story, but also, the story can truly happen in real life.
In my opinion, the end of the story settled each problem the characters faced. It is because even though the ending seems to be a tragic one, almost everything ended with whatever the problems are in there. However, there are problems that are not yet solved within the end. One is that what happened to the Gunslinger after Deegan’s death. Nothing followed about this man after Deegan died. He may be escaped from the scenario and skulking in order not to face the crime he made.
If I control the story’s ending, I would prefer that Deegan would not die, and at the same time, the Gunslinger will be punished for what he had made to Deegan. Also, when everything is fine, Aidan will have the chance to be with his biological father, and cope up with everything they missed when they were apart when Aidan is still five years old. In addition, the story would have been better if the future will be characterized by the author. For example, the author might put some things that will used to predict the future that awaits to the characters.
i wrote a book report about the book "Blood Pressure" by Alan Gibbons. awesome book, i can say. bit short, but realistic. :)
okay okay. here it is. :D
Title of the Book: Blood Pressure
Name of the Author: Alan Gibbons No. of Pages: 199
Setting/s:
Liverpool and Surrey, England
Main Characters:
· Aidan Shaw
· Jill Shaw
· Jade
· Paul Gorman
· Sean Deegan
· Thomas Morrisey
Best-Liked Character and Why:
In the story, I liked two characters, Aidan and Sean.
I liked Aidan’s character the most. Aside from being the lead role and the protagonist of the story, I personally admire how sleek he is to his opposite sex. He can flirt Jade when he first saw the girl at her school, for example. At the same time, he had the courage to confront Sean Deegan and bravely asking him why he is talking to his mother. Well, of course, people who are concerned with their loved ones would also do the same. But for me, Aidan is truly different because at a young age like fifteen, teenagers would think to go inside their houses and stare while the conversation is going on.
On the other hand, I liked Sean Deegan also. As the reader, I felt his eagerness to be known by his son as his father, not a man from mafia. I noticed also that even though he is with the mafia, he really wants to renew his image from a bad boy to a father of a son. No offense, but I liked the way he tried to cope up with his son, even though it looks like it would frighten everyone because no one could imagine to tell a secret inside a car while being chased by the Gunslinger, the one who wants to kill him.
Conflict:
I think the conflict in the story is that the scene or the event that Aidan remembered and knew that his real father is Sean Deegan and not Mark Shaw, Jill’s husband. It is because I personally felt how the exchange of lines and how the emotions work with them. It let me feel the pain for Aidan’s side, and the eagerness to reveal who he is to his son for Sean’s side.
Most Interesting Part of the Story:
The most interesting part of the story for me is the time when Joe, Jill’s father, unveiled Aidan everything from how the story of Jill and Sean started until the time they broke up and how they separated their lives. In this conversation with Jill’s family, this is the time that almost everything will be uncovered, like how did Sean and Jill handled the situations when they are together. I think it is the most confidential story their family keeps. With the story, their hearts ravish with anger to Sean.
Summary:
Aidan Shaw, a 15-year-old teenager from Surrey, went to Liverpool to go to his mother’s parents. He was with his mom Jill Shaw when they went there. Upon staying Liverpool for his grandfather, he met a girl named Jade. He fell in love with her. Suddenly, when he went home, he saw a man in a BMW talking to his mom. He confronted him and found out that that man was his dad. The name’s Sean Deegan, who was introduced by Paul Gorman, through words. Accidentally, somebody shot at the car as the Gunslinger is eager to kill Deegan so with Aidan, they went away and arrived to a place somewhere outside Liverpool where the changed cars from BMW to Ford. Then, they had a ride, but the worried Aidan forced Deegan to stop the car and let him go, but Deegan resisted so instead, he drove Aidan back to Liverpool safe and sound. Then, when Jade saw Aidan, Jade confessed to Aidan that she is pregnant with Paul. Aidan felt disappointment but Jade was his true love. Then, when he arrived home from his meeting with Jade, he saw Deegan with Thomas Morrisey in BMW, saying goodbye to him. All of a sudden, he remembered about what Thomas told him about the Gunslinger, and found out that they were one. Aidan tried to save Deegan by calling him Dad but it’s too late as the Gunslinger shot his gun at Deegan, then died. After of what happened, all went on with their lives as Deegan had funeral rights, and Aidan with his family, went back to Surrey.
Reaction:
The story goes complicated at first, and suddenly, everything coped up with what the story must go. The author did many twists in the story as he introduced the Gunslinger and made it as if the reader will quickly glance on it. With this, the author implies that how to write a story in an interesting way is not that hard, start experimenting. Also, the adventures of the characters seem to be in reality because most of the scenes in the story happen in real life. It is a way of reaching people in writing a story: to relate each happening in reality. Being capable of doing this, the people will not only think of having a fictional story, but also, the story can truly happen in real life.
In my opinion, the end of the story settled each problem the characters faced. It is because even though the ending seems to be a tragic one, almost everything ended with whatever the problems are in there. However, there are problems that are not yet solved within the end. One is that what happened to the Gunslinger after Deegan’s death. Nothing followed about this man after Deegan died. He may be escaped from the scenario and skulking in order not to face the crime he made.
If I control the story’s ending, I would prefer that Deegan would not die, and at the same time, the Gunslinger will be punished for what he had made to Deegan. Also, when everything is fine, Aidan will have the chance to be with his biological father, and cope up with everything they missed when they were apart when Aidan is still five years old. In addition, the story would have been better if the future will be characterized by the author. For example, the author might put some things that will used to predict the future that awaits to the characters.
9.08.2009
a midsummer night's dream play. :)
whew! it's august but i still remember what i have done last july 31. haha! i didn't have the chance to brag it out here on blog because of the tight sched i have.
well, anyway, we had performed some excerpts in the play "A Midsummer Night's Dream" by Shakespeare. hai. memories were still in my mind. everything about what the whole class had done in front of the executives, i mean teachers. haha! ok ok, back to the topic. i had my part in act 1, the funny part of the story. and the other funny part is that, oh my gosh, i played the role of Peter Quince! haha! Peter = boy, so a man role. whew! but sir nick told us to play what we need to play, and no regards of the gender. so play, that's it. haha! :D
there are four scenes in the play. gladly, we had the second scene in the play. in that case, i'm not nervous anymore, except when i remember that i forget my lines. during our practice, we have to deliver our lines. so there are exchange of lines. i am the start of the scene and on my cue, everything starts. it feels so cold. why cold? due to nervousness. and at the same time, i almost forget all of my parts when it's my turn. woooo. it feels scary. sheeep. we have to do this. and i will not be the one to fail them. the teachers, sir nick, my classmates, myself. i can't deceive everybody because i do things wrong. and so i meditated for a bit, eventhough scared and nervous, relaxing is the best way to do to remove any ease. i did. and it worked. :)
we executed it. and alas! we made it. just a bit polishing, and we could make it perfectly. :)
well, anyway, we had performed some excerpts in the play "A Midsummer Night's Dream" by Shakespeare. hai. memories were still in my mind. everything about what the whole class had done in front of the executives, i mean teachers. haha! ok ok, back to the topic. i had my part in act 1, the funny part of the story. and the other funny part is that, oh my gosh, i played the role of Peter Quince! haha! Peter = boy, so a man role. whew! but sir nick told us to play what we need to play, and no regards of the gender. so play, that's it. haha! :D
there are four scenes in the play. gladly, we had the second scene in the play. in that case, i'm not nervous anymore, except when i remember that i forget my lines. during our practice, we have to deliver our lines. so there are exchange of lines. i am the start of the scene and on my cue, everything starts. it feels so cold. why cold? due to nervousness. and at the same time, i almost forget all of my parts when it's my turn. woooo. it feels scary. sheeep. we have to do this. and i will not be the one to fail them. the teachers, sir nick, my classmates, myself. i can't deceive everybody because i do things wrong. and so i meditated for a bit, eventhough scared and nervous, relaxing is the best way to do to remove any ease. i did. and it worked. :)
we executed it. and alas! we made it. just a bit polishing, and we could make it perfectly. :)
the vid. :) --just want to share. :P
i discussed about cells for the vid. well, the vid is for my requirement for advanced biology for the 1st quarter. i just want to share the script. haha. :) i can't memorize things this long so instead of printing and posting this on the wall, i just read it from my laptop.
well, anyway, the script and my blog may be almost the same. but it's just fine, because i made them. haha. :)
well, here they are! :D
Good day everyone. I just want to share information that I have learned when I had my biology class. Today, I will discuss the world of cells.
What do we know about cells? two things we basically know about them: it can be found in all living things and being the basic unit of life. it is the basic unit of life as it composes tissues, then tissues composes organs, and so on. it can be found in all living things. you can see each tiny microscopic organism that moves in living things through microscope. cell, that’s it. We sometimes ask, are bacteria and animal cells the same? of course, bacteria are different with animal cell. bacteria are the prokaryotic cells or the cells that have no true nucleus. on the other hand, animal cells are the eukaryotic cells or the cells that have true nucleus. not only animal cells are its example, but also plant cells.
there are many parts of the cell. three of them are the most basic parts: cell membrane, nucleus and cytoplasm. cell membrane acts as the protector or the barrier from foreign bodies to enter in the cell and holds the cell contents together. the nucleus is the control center or the brain of the cell. it dictates what to do inside the cell. while, cytoplasm is the the special environment inside the cell. other parts or organelles are too many. one of them is the ribosomes which act as the protein synthesizers in the cell. another is the mitochondrion (pl: mitochondria) that is the power house or the cell. then, Golgi apparatus is the next that is the packaging center in the cell. in addition, there is the lysosomes which is the cleaners of the cell as it cleans up the cell and at the same time, it is the suicidal bags of cell as it destroys unwanted bacteria. centrosomes are next on the line as they replace old structures with new ones. what’s next is the vacuoles or the water storage in the cell. last but not the least is the endoplasmic reticulum. endo’ reticulum are the channels that transport proteins. but this part are subdivided into two: smooth ER and rough ER. rough ER has ribosomes attached to it while smooth ER has none.
if cell has many parts, nucleus has also parts. there includes nuclear membrane and nucleolus. nuclear membrane protects the nucleus, like the cell membrane. on the other hand, nucleolus handles the synthesis of the RNA or the ribonucleic acid that forms ribosomes. There. There are many more things to tackle all about cells. These are some of them, their basics. Well, until here for now. This is Frances Anne from 4A, signing off. :)
it's a bit long, i know. but it's just a script to be read so no need to worry. haha!
the video itself is with my laptop. i'm kinda nervous with this vid so i can't upload it in YouTube™ so ouch. haha! :D
well, anyway, the script and my blog may be almost the same. but it's just fine, because i made them. haha. :)
well, here they are! :D
Good day everyone. I just want to share information that I have learned when I had my biology class. Today, I will discuss the world of cells.
What do we know about cells? two things we basically know about them: it can be found in all living things and being the basic unit of life. it is the basic unit of life as it composes tissues, then tissues composes organs, and so on. it can be found in all living things. you can see each tiny microscopic organism that moves in living things through microscope. cell, that’s it. We sometimes ask, are bacteria and animal cells the same? of course, bacteria are different with animal cell. bacteria are the prokaryotic cells or the cells that have no true nucleus. on the other hand, animal cells are the eukaryotic cells or the cells that have true nucleus. not only animal cells are its example, but also plant cells.
there are many parts of the cell. three of them are the most basic parts: cell membrane, nucleus and cytoplasm. cell membrane acts as the protector or the barrier from foreign bodies to enter in the cell and holds the cell contents together. the nucleus is the control center or the brain of the cell. it dictates what to do inside the cell. while, cytoplasm is the the special environment inside the cell. other parts or organelles are too many. one of them is the ribosomes which act as the protein synthesizers in the cell. another is the mitochondrion (pl: mitochondria) that is the power house or the cell. then, Golgi apparatus is the next that is the packaging center in the cell. in addition, there is the lysosomes which is the cleaners of the cell as it cleans up the cell and at the same time, it is the suicidal bags of cell as it destroys unwanted bacteria. centrosomes are next on the line as they replace old structures with new ones. what’s next is the vacuoles or the water storage in the cell. last but not the least is the endoplasmic reticulum. endo’ reticulum are the channels that transport proteins. but this part are subdivided into two: smooth ER and rough ER. rough ER has ribosomes attached to it while smooth ER has none.
if cell has many parts, nucleus has also parts. there includes nuclear membrane and nucleolus. nuclear membrane protects the nucleus, like the cell membrane. on the other hand, nucleolus handles the synthesis of the RNA or the ribonucleic acid that forms ribosomes. There. There are many more things to tackle all about cells. These are some of them, their basics. Well, until here for now. This is Frances Anne from 4A, signing off. :)
it's a bit long, i know. but it's just a script to be read so no need to worry. haha!
the video itself is with my laptop. i'm kinda nervous with this vid so i can't upload it in YouTube™ so ouch. haha! :D
9.01.2009
good to be back. :)
well. it's been a long time since i had my last post here on my blog. haha! it's been two months. haha. :D
well, here i am. now back as i type every letters that makes my blog updated again. haha! :D
well, after getting much busy with stuff, i'm forming up a new blog entitled "biology. my way. ♥" for my requirement. i need this stuff for addditional grades! haha. :D anyway, this blog specifically discusses many biology stuff. haha! :D
well, here i am. now back as i type every letters that makes my blog updated again. haha! :D
well, after getting much busy with stuff, i'm forming up a new blog entitled "biology. my way. ♥" for my requirement. i need this stuff for addditional grades! haha. :D anyway, this blog specifically discusses many biology stuff. haha! :D
7.17.2009
a new life begins. :)
it's been long enough to miss out everything here, huh? haha!
well maybe, yea. am sorry for it. haii. i just got busy with my school thinggies. :D haha~ i didn't expect my school life to be that high! but don't worry, i can now manage. :)
let me share something about being a senior. i. became a senior, official senior, last july 1st. not quite hard since i am present in school for around 3 years so it's not hard to catch the atmosphere. except for new faces of the school. new teachers. new classmate. new schoolmates. new environment, kinda. well. almost all became new into my fragile eyes. i though i would never encounter things like those all over again. haha! well, it is certainly wrong. i felt what it is like, all over again.
got amazed with the new aura of the place, it feels like it's more captivating than ever. haha! i personally thought before entering the school is that, this wicked place will never have a chance to bring back its bloom. perfectly, i was first right as it really vanished its beauty when everything seem to change as some go to seek their new lives at other schools. well. finally. it restores its chakra as it renovates and make a new start for the school year! they revived almost everything that we, students, thought that is not possible! hmpf. well. it senses another school year to be newest and most memorable than ever. *woohoo!*
bluff. certain bluff. a game. not real. well, i'd rather be out and go away but i didn't. i told myself last school year that i won't be entering that school once again. but what parents always tell me that almost everything's free so go there. opportunity. that's it. they don't want to let go od such an opportunity. okay okay. i'll go. and i regretted of promising not to enter into that school, again.
haii. life really change alot. it's just me who can't see it thoroughly. right? haha!
but anything that is new should also vanish its radiance through time. everybody will get used to everything around. err. they just need to accept it in their lives full-heartedly. i know everything gets older so okay, let it go old. haha!
well, business caught my nerves. as i enter the new life as a senior, new challenges and new life awaits me. so please, be part of it. :D
well maybe, yea. am sorry for it. haii. i just got busy with my school thinggies. :D haha~ i didn't expect my school life to be that high! but don't worry, i can now manage. :)
let me share something about being a senior. i. became a senior, official senior, last july 1st. not quite hard since i am present in school for around 3 years so it's not hard to catch the atmosphere. except for new faces of the school. new teachers. new classmate. new schoolmates. new environment, kinda. well. almost all became new into my fragile eyes. i though i would never encounter things like those all over again. haha! well, it is certainly wrong. i felt what it is like, all over again.
got amazed with the new aura of the place, it feels like it's more captivating than ever. haha! i personally thought before entering the school is that, this wicked place will never have a chance to bring back its bloom. perfectly, i was first right as it really vanished its beauty when everything seem to change as some go to seek their new lives at other schools. well. finally. it restores its chakra as it renovates and make a new start for the school year! they revived almost everything that we, students, thought that is not possible! hmpf. well. it senses another school year to be newest and most memorable than ever. *woohoo!*
bluff. certain bluff. a game. not real. well, i'd rather be out and go away but i didn't. i told myself last school year that i won't be entering that school once again. but what parents always tell me that almost everything's free so go there. opportunity. that's it. they don't want to let go od such an opportunity. okay okay. i'll go. and i regretted of promising not to enter into that school, again.
haii. life really change alot. it's just me who can't see it thoroughly. right? haha!
but anything that is new should also vanish its radiance through time. everybody will get used to everything around. err. they just need to accept it in their lives full-heartedly. i know everything gets older so okay, let it go old. haha!
well, business caught my nerves. as i enter the new life as a senior, new challenges and new life awaits me. so please, be part of it. :D
*frances♥
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)