dreams make me crazy.

i miss you. :(

gahd. he's always coming in my dreams. i find myself soo happy, but crying in tears as i figured out that it's just a dream. i can't imagine how life screw me up in happenings that i don't understand, happenings that destiny lets me pass through even if i had a downfall on that part. i wish everything you wanted just happen. hay. if i were the 'bruce almighty' of the philippines, i'll use my powers nicely and not in bad terms.

i miss everything like i've never seen them before. :(

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day of toot. whatever.

whatta. i never experienced like this before. i got this and i got that. i had no feelings for the said valentine's day. i thought this was just a usual Sunday, no thoughts could come into my mind that yesterday was valentine's day. what??? i didn't even notice it's the chinese new year. sayang. i didn't wear a red get-up with matching polka dots. they've thought na i've remembered to do this but no, it's because of my aching teeth.

bwisit na braces, nauso pa sa mundo. most people often tell it's better to have braces than to ruin your life after missing the time you could put your braces on. style-wise, okay sya. but achy-wise, no thanks. i'd better remove this pieces of steel pasted on my teeth, rather than suffer major toothache, that contributes to headaches, which later on turns into complete brain bleed kasi hindi mo masagot ung mga tanong sa class. argh. up to now, it's still hurting. alambre ba naman ilagay sa ngipin ko, nangingilo na nga. ay nako. haha. :))

i don't have a date for that valentine's day. that's why it's not a remembering day for me. haha. :)) looking forward to one. :)

anyway. malapit na ang prom. no idea what to wear, how to do it, and be included in the party. i just want bar hopping, than to dance cotillion there. haha :)) joke lang. of course i still want to feel what a high school student must feel lalo na kapag prom, when there's someone you can dance with. haha. :)) i'm just looking forward to the event with my friends. :D

habarloooooooppy.

gahd. how long did i live that i can't even check this blog site? this is supposed to be my journal. and yet, NO TIME.! hmp. well. it's not me whose to blame for being on the "busy girl" state pero it's the selfish teachers [i'm not counting them all in the list. :D ] for always giving us the hardships but still, no higher grade. wah. this is idiocracy. [wow. new word kasi ee so i often use this kahit inappropriate. haha!] anyway. :) is it life that punishes me? or is it the teachers who love to see us drown under their mounts of paperworks to be done for "HiGHER" grades they usually bargain for. they don't know how hard to be graduating students. i know they've gone through this mess before, in their time. but come on! this time is different from their generations. ours were given opportunity to students like me to slouch and just play computer games while doing schoolworks. it's how the new life is. but they stick to what they believe is right, but to us is wrong. waaaaaa. minsan nga ee, i just want to scream in front of them and give my sentiments based on what we feel towards what they tell me to do. gosh. for heaven's sake. i cannot believe in miracles now. :( just to finish this year is enough, no more hard time with those selfish and immoral teachers that made our high school life as miserable as a life could be. hay.

only i could say is hey hey.