12.18.2009

whoa!

i got drunk.
heartfully swear.

i don't know how but i was just drinking and poof! i am drunk. haha. :D
we had so much fun with the time we had for each other. :)

// thanks to lolli, teng, siz, blanche, jb. :D

12.17.2009

hmsss :D

i don't care whatever they say.
i don't mean i really don't listen.
it's just that they annoy me.

hastily coming?

christmas is already coming and i need to decide on things in a conventional way of doing so.

i want to do everything i want to do over and over again. i want to be free. i want to hang out. i want to party all night. i want to pray. i want to travel all over the world. i want to try different cultures and delicacies of different countries. i want to shower all my blessings to people who most needed them. i want to try another lifestyle today. i want to be richer that who would ever thought. i want to prove myself to everyone. i want to be myself, not like them. i want to know God more. i want to cherish every single moment i have with the people who are most important to me. i want to swim. i want to go wherever and whenever i want to. i want to suffer good consequences that i would still benefit from them. i want to write as many as i could. i want to be a professional theater actress. i want to fit several dresses worth millions of stones seen on those dresses. i want to be a successful woman once i finished college. i want a new iPhone. i want to build my company in a span of months. i want to buy whatever my family wants. i want to be with the one i truly love forever. i want to achieve my dreams. i want them now. :)

but still. i need some effort on this. haha. :D