i am neither perplexed, or attenuated. but i think neither of them fits me in this state. i rattle like a child. i party wild. i love to play games. i love to blog. but when study time, gosh. i would rather keep quiet and let them talk as much as they want until their throats go off. *how bad i am.* anyway. some other way. i want this ruined life be finished. not to die. but to start everything again. with the capital A-G-A-I-N. i want to remove all their fears and pressures they want on me. i don't like them to expect. just to wander. go with the flow. hm.
' -- STRESSED DAY. -- '
